2 år och 8 månader idag med min älskling <3

Älskar dig Fredric Carlsson <3

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more <3

Iväg till jobbet idag igen då, hittade min hjälte igår, min nässpray! Hade behövt den för några dagar sen redan men tack och lov att den dök upp! Kunde ju faktiskt andas då inatt. :) Imorgon är de Sthlm som gäller med lillasyster och fira Chatrine på kvällen bheövs! :)

SKa fixa de sista innan jag ska åka.

PussPuss <3

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half-alive
Now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long
Just to feel alright
Remember how to put back
The light in my eyes

I wish I had missed
The first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back you don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?  <3

Ligger hemma sjuk idag också vilket suger. Orkade ta mig iväg till tvättstugan i alla fal och tvätta som tur är. Annars har jag bara legat i soffan hela dagen och mått dåligt. Men imorgon ska jag till jobbet sådeså! Tänker inte ligga hemma imorgon också så skoj är de inte :o De jobbigaste just nu är att jag inte kan andas knappt. :/ Ont i lungorna idag också men men måste vara bättre imorgon annas blir jag arg. Hatar att vara sjuk de värsta som finns.

Skrev på några bra papper igår i alla fall som är positiva tänker inte berätta mer just nu de kommer tids nog. :)

PussPuss <3

 En låt för att pigga upp mig själv lite. <3

You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in colour
And do the things I want

You think you got the best of me
Think you had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

You heard that I was starting over with someone new
They told you I was moving on over you

You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You tried to break me, but you see

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not the broken hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking bout me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end...

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone <3

Mår inte bra idag.. :/ Dyngförskyld, ont i halsen så jag mår illa pga att jag inte kan svälja, och allmänt seg i hela kroppen, trött och hängig. Så gick hem från jobbet vid lunch gick inte helt enkelt. Kände de redan i förmiddags. Men tog mig iväg i alla fall men de gick ju inte allt för bra så att säga. Bara att hoppas attjag mår bättre imorgon nu vill jag bara sova och vila upp mig så jag mår bättre imorgon. <3

PussPuss <3

Så där ja då har man varit duktig idag!

Först träning imorse så gick upp 06:12 för att åka till gymmet för att köra lite morgonspinning plus lite gym.

Problemet var bara att jag vaknade med halsont och rinnande näsa och som ni andra som går på friskis vet så måste man avboka ett pass minst 90 min innan de börjar och då var ju inte jag vaken kan jag säga.  Med take på att passet börjar 7 på morgonen.

Men jag överlevde i alla fall tog de lite lugnare på gymmet sen blev inte så länge körde mest mage bara och lite armar. Var helt slut efter spinningen så.

Kom hem vid halv 10 då Fredde fortfarande lågi sängen. xD så jag fixade havregrynsgröt nom nom! Och sen blev de lite städning av lägenheten.  Dammsög också ute i förrådet så nu är de rent och fräscht där också! :)

Men nu ska jag se på ett avsnitt av the lying game innan jobbet. Måste säga att de är riktigt roligt att dem flesta nu har börjat hita tillbak hit igen! :) It makes me happy! :)

PussPuss <3